Hi (:
Welcome to my ranting place
Living a moderate life, but awfully happy & contented
Naturally, life comes with problems, because life without problems, is not a life.
But, FaIrYTaLe.
♥ Iqah a.k.a.

Dutch Lady





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at 10:16 AM

So thankful there's you.


at 10:37 AM

Had a nice short meeting up, and pretty much awaited session. Felt abit lighter after that. And learn something more about u :)

Anyway, 21st July, was our very 1st date, well not exactly a date la.. It was a group karaoke outing, just that, we went together after an occasion of dejection, haha. He waited for me at Khatib Mrt Station, and ya we went to meet up the rest together, for the first time. Anddd the surprised faces awaited was totally funny and embarrassing at the same time. hehe. Haa.... Reminiscing how it started.. *take a deep breath in & let out softly...* Two years ago :)


Psst.. Like the way you laugh at my whatever joke =)


at 10:30 AM

Now I will tell you what I've done for you
Fifty thousand tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me, going under

Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once


Guess whose back?
Emo sh*ts' back! Lol. First day of bleeding.

3 to 2. But look at the current standing right now. Ok, I may be extra pessimist due to
bleeding. Oh wells.

Bye.




at 10:12 AM

Glad, having to break the 'news' to the i-th number of person & for once, somebody actually believe that its nothing wrong. Unlike others, some are clueless, while some listen in disbelief. But whatever their response doesn't matter. Cause what matters is, I'm grounded to my faith and not to what monkey see monkey do, no questions asked any further.


And I guess I have to re-plan the milestone again to fit in the extra miles? Hmm.. Maybe, meanwhile I could further what I've always wanted to, to kill time as well as to accomplish some goals. For life & thereafter. Only issue is, hmm...

There some things in life you want, you can't get them all. It's either you get this and not get the other. You can't have all that you want, there's always opportunity costs. But what you choose, choose one that you know for sure, brings you happiness. Maybe not now, hard times first, but easy times thereafter. And sometimes, the best choice you make, might also turn out other than expected, unexpectedly and unforeseen. In whatever the case it might be, trust Him. For He knows best every single step from the day He appointed the angel to blow my soul into the deformed body in the beautiful mother's womb up till the day I'll die and meet with Him again to get accounted for every single doings whilst given a life. *Shivers at the mountain of sins and still accumulating*

Sometimes, I consider the insects, animals all lucky. Live without thinking of anything, get slaughtered or sprayed at with insecticides like lipas, and that's it. Even if they are being tortured or suffered here, theirs are guaranteed a member of heaven. Us? Enjoy now, regret later. If you die today, how sure are you of your place later in the hereafter? Hah. As for me, I know where already. Undoubtedly. Hellfire.


at 11:32 AM

Ok, I just browsed through Ain's latest picture album anddd I'm missing London! :((

Nak pegi lagi! Oh how I wished money drop from sky. Dang! Ok ok, this would be my short term goal, fly away~! And my motivation to find work! Soo lazy to find one can?! Ok, if I want to go, I must work!

And my long term goal is my own future laa and my future family! Insyallah. Oh shudup Siti Zulaikha! Seriously. Satu apa pun takble harap! Ish.


at 1:36 AM

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THIS IS SO BLOODY IRRITATINGGGGGGGG! MY STUPID BLOCK IS OCCUPIED WITH FOOLS AND DUMBASSESSS FAMILIES WHO GOES AROUND SHOUTING AT EACH OTHER EVERYDAY FROM DAWN TO DUSK! NOW, ANOTHER ONE FROM ANOTHER UNIT IS SCREAMING THE BLOOODY FC*KING LUNGS OUT OF HER FOR THE PAST 5 FREAKING MINUTESSSSSS! SHUT THE HELLLLLL UP! OH MY GOD! IF THAT WAS MY KID, I'M SURE TO GIVE NOT ONE BUT TWO SOLID FLYING SLAP UNTIL SHE SHUT UP FOR THE NEXT WEEK! AS*HOLES. URGH! MY HANDS ARE SO TREMBLING RIGHT NOW. AND MOUTH CAN'T STOP CURSING. BASKET!