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at 8:21 PM

Love or Lust?

Lust dont Love. Lust dont last. So do Love last?

It takes two to tango. Its usually a beautiful experience in the beginning part of the knowing each other better. Better known as the 'courting' period. Everyting is perfectly beautiful. As time goes by, with some little2 hurdles along the way would change us abit , one way or another.. The only way to bring each other closer instead of further, is to TalkOut.

I just love the feeling of after the Talkout. It just lessen whatever u r feeling or have been feeling. Every small tings which u may be slightly 'affected' , is better to spit it out. U may choose to keep it silent. But if u do..Every small tings would only accumulate in ur heart later n would only makes u feel doubtful. n Thats a feeling i dun lyk to feel. Cos it would affect the other party. Too much keeping n silence would just bring the feeling of hatred which is BAD. U would then treat the other party differently who may not know the reason of the sudden change. In return, he/she may react to it and becomes complicated. And if this were to go on, u still prefer keeping n silence?Then good luck to u.

I prefer to talk out every single bit that may be taken to heart. Not all the small n silly tings, but small n affects u in anyway.

Its been two weeks since we talkout. Last week, u were sick n i accompanied u to Tan Tock Seng hospital. By then, its already late. Went to eat n he send me home. There goes our Friday. But its ok. Just ur company makes me happy. Saturday, u have NDP training one whole day.Sunday, went Escape w u n my sis..

Saw urm..sum creature who claims to be 'pious', n was caught red handed 'uncovered' . Cool. Anyway lets get that creature out of the picture. Thats totally out of the story here. There will be a special post just for the creature..

U were also sick on that day. So was much quieter. Din get to talk much also. After that u sent my sis n i home. N there goes our Sunday..

Tomorrow,i hope we would have some time to talk all out okies..

Im sorry if i had replied ur messages on Mon n Tues not the usual way. U already knew why.. Hehe..Sorry dear..

Cant wait for tomorrow.. Have the whole day to ourselve. Make full use of it.

Im Lovin 'im!


at 9:46 AM

People change..Its just a matter of tym. Trust. Its so hard to give. Especially after u have got betrayed by sumone who u tot were trustworthy n could rely on. U told her all ur stuff. Share ur views. Wat u hope to achive n hoping she would give her sincere support. Ur regrets in lyf. The mistakes u did. Hoping she would give the encouragement to move on w lyf. . But in return.. Wat u get is 'betrayal'. .The 'sincerity' which u tot was pure turned out to be just an act to show a 'nice character' of herself. Selfish. Self centred. Snake.

Glad to know the true colors.. at last.. u dun have to spread words about others bad side so as to show that u r 'nice' n decent. WTH! it just shows dat how 'nice' u r at talking about others. Anyway, its no surprise to me. i discovered earlier though chose not to fully disclose it cos i tot u were my fren. I just pity those innocent souls who got the taste of ur treatment. Darn it! they r Innocent mind u!

Anyway,all happens for a reason. N now all of us are already being classified. At last.


at 7:54 PM

Heehee... 'Watcha see is watcha get!'

I was chased by Wanis on Tuesday outside shopping arcade!Ahaha..She wont let me off even after i reached yck mrt.oh gosh!i was interrogated,pestered and had to sent her to the bus stop before getting to the mrt.Oh gosh!i was mentally tired..She's really capable of making me stress just by asking question.

Throughout 6 years plus i've known her.So funny...she kept guessing 2 names.at last..after getting all her questions answered..finally she guessed 1 name.before she board de bus..haha..i din say its wrong or ryt..i was tired of her whole list of questions actually..well gurl..if u r reading this..hmm..relax ah..

U will know someday..i tink..soon..real sOoOn gurl..Its not dat i dun want to let u noe eventhough ur my 6 years fren..juz relax..lyk u, keeping it low..one day they will know ryt?same goes fer me..all i can say know is..im happy with what I am now..

About us,u n me..No doubt i missed u..Frens since secondary school..However,alot of things happen along..anyway wats past is past..i forget abt those things happened due to ignorant n all..just glad from there,we knew who the real person ur frens are..Anyway,i still tank u for anyting that u've ever done fer me gurl..For now, we r just getting on wif our own lyfs..but dun worry..sumthing significant to my lyf,i wouldn hide from u..lyk urself..but its only a matter of time gurl..Relax eh..aahaa..

Anyway, i CaNt wAiT fOr AdVeNtUrE ClUb oRiEnTaTiOn CaMp 2006!!hehe...c u der!

To that *sPeCiAl* person.. Its not that im ashame to admit abt u n me to them..Thats totally WRONG ok..i jus feel its better they know it themselves and not from my own mouth..Looking at the situation..i mean the previous happenings which all are still in de dark..Made it inappropriate for them to hear from me..Dun get me wrong k..I've NeVeR been ashamed to admit dat u r 'moi cher' !..Thats nonsense ok.. Ur character ive been admiring since the 1st year poly i saw u..ur capability and responsibleness suits ur former position..n plus a nice personality..always making things easy for me..n Thats rare,mind u!..So there u go..if u r still not convinced, u just wait...i'll make you CoNvInCeD!!


at 8:40 PM

Sorry guys!Was so bz w darn projects..no tym to blog.Got lotz to blog actualli..

Past few days was so quiet in my house..My dearest mUmMy n my cute lil bRo went PeNanG to visit my sick great grandparents. Both great grandpa and my great grandma got sick at the same time, one after another..Admitted to the hospital.Was soo sad when i learnt about it..cos my gr8 grandpa was a strong man for his ae..still can joke around and do stuff w/out assistance.My gr8 grandma had trouble walking recently abt say 2 to 3 years ago..and kind of hvg trouble of getting her facts ryt..Some tyms forget, the other she'll be asking wen she remembers..soo cute..we'll b smiling and answering her,partially happy she still manage to remember them.
Wen my mom n bro left for Penang on Friday..The house felt soOo eMpTy!..We had to do our own house chores but dats not a problem..cos every1 does thier part..My dad was abit restless until e came up to me n said..'I dunno who to talk to..Ur mom's not here..Sufiyan also not here..'Haha..his face so sad..den i was tired after doing project..yet to complete..stayed there fer a while..here wat he was dying to share wif a soul..Funny la..he luks so lost after he came back from fetching them..he's eyes was exceptionally red and face was abit lifeless..i just dunlyk to c that in any of my loved ones.

But tank God, they've just returned today morning..n there goes my late wake up slipz...haha..nvm as long as i can c thier faces in this house..Despite the shoutings to get up earli..haha..i just love to c dem back!

This house is much livelier with all of us cOmPLeTe!!