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Living a moderate life, but awfully happy & contented
Naturally, life comes with problems, because life without problems, is not a life.
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♥ Iqah a.k.a.

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at 10:49 PM

I found this from a friends FB profile. Hilarious! But quite true ah.. Hehe.


Adams' Language of Love.



Adams Language of Love
1) Physical Touch
2) Words
3) Gifts
4) Quality Time
5) Acts of service


at 10:03 AM

I don't understand why people like to 'samakan' themselves with someone else when its as clear as crystal that its obviously different!

Huh, I've been getting these since I was small and defenseless. Good achievements goes unheard or 'pretend' not to see/hear but the smallest mistake I do, haha that's it, kecoh satu kampong. From Singapore to Penang, to Johor, to KL to London! Best kan?? But if it's their beloved spoilt brat's the smallest achievement, celebrate like no tomorrow, news spread kalah Mami Jarum and LOVE to repeat and repeat and repeat to us.

But, when the beloved brat does something wrong, hugely visibly wrong, ALL of those are sealed and hidden as hard as they could. Not to let out a single word, not to let US hear anything. Cover Cover Cover until the brat became an even Ulter Big Brat. You know, it's like piles and piles of secrets kept for years now. But, I won't reveal them cos I know He dislike people to aibkan other people. Tho, they can anytime, anyhow, just embarrass me especially in front of people, they just LOVE TO! Hobby sepenuh masa agaknya.

God is fair. Every bit fair. You boast alot, on the smallest things, love comparing and bring others down, and laugh it off feeling satisfied. Sometimes I do wonder, how small is your heart? Is it too small or almost none cos it got squeezed in between those large organs and flesh you have? I'm being mean here, but hey, whats this compared to years of getting hina anytime you like? Nothing la babe.

We thought after the downfall, getting hit hard on the ground,you've changed for the better. A while yes. But not very long. As soon as you got back on your knees, all those nasty old side of you are back again. Although, everybody knows that what you're in now, is incomparable. Well, you love comparing don't you? Compare la now. Talk about how genius you are in the past for what?! I'm sorry, I meant, 'were'.

If you really want to compare, why compare with meee? Go compare with those who are much better laa, like the one whose from RI and now in Imperial College of London. I'm sure you know who la kann. Compare with me what forrr..

When I score only 207 PSLE, and you score 210 they made a big hoohaa out of it. Big deal right? 3 points. haha.

When I got 19 and you 26 for Os, how come all tiba2 senyap?? When I answered them, who obviously were waiting together to get a satisfied response so that they can all join forces boast and boast and boast and 'congratulate' me if you get better then me, suddenly all shut up. Macam kene tersampuk. Lol. I know, mean of me, huh, I was wayyy spicier back then, guess this was the reason why S is for sarcastic and S is the 1st letter of my name.

But tone down already la.. Now, tak kuasa what you all nak buat. No juicy news already to spread, unless of course, news that are ownself created la kan.. Anyway, I've always tell myself that I should thank them instead! They mengumpat, I get pahala. So, thank you! Do it somemore.. If got chain effect, lagi best! Free pahala. Wakaka!

And they don't matter to me. Just a non-existence bunch I regarded as.

Just as the saying goes, 'You can't stop a dog from barking'. Not being crude, look at the meaning instead.

ANYWAY, 1 week to exam. 1 module I seriously wish I don't have to take! Ergh. But I had no choice, its my core module. :( Hai..

To all those lovely people of my life, thank you for the encouragement and sincerest support. Especially to my dearest cousin, Maya & Atikah, a bunch of friends, most importantly, my parents, n family.

Don't think I'd left you out, dearest.

Much love, Iqah.

P.s: To you, If you're reading this, I don't give damn kay?


at 9:25 AM

Hates it when comments goes un-comment.

2 more weeks. Shit.


at 8:15 AM

I'm in love with this song, Pastikan by Siti Nurhaliza, which you're listening to now,here.

Lyrics up!

Lihatlah Langit Di Atas Sana
Tersenyum Melihat Tingkah Kita
Selalu Ada Peristiwa
Yang Membawa Pertengkaran

Maksudku Hanya Ingin Yang Baik
Untuk Kita Berdua Dalam Bercinta
Baiknya Aku Buruknya Aku
Terimalah Aku Apa Adanya

(Chorus)
Pastikan Kau Dengan Aku
Jangan Ada Cinta Lain
Tak Pernah Aku Terlintas
Niat Ku Untuk Berpaling

Maafkanlah Aku Sayang
Bila Belum Kau Bahagia
Sejauh Langit Di Atas
Kan Ku Kejar Bahagiamu

Biar Langit Dan Bumi Meruntuh
Biar Jasad Kita Tertimbun Di Sana
Tetap Bersama, Tak Ingin Lepas
Mencintaimu Ku Jadi Begini

at 9:47 AM

I just found 2 long strands of grey haaaair! And I cabot without the root! Oh no.

Old folks said that if you don't cabot with the root, the it will grow 3 strands instead following that. Eh?

Oh gosh. 1 day spent on CF, and I don't know how much was comprehended.

Subhanallah, compose myself.

Countdown, less than 25 more days to 1st paper! 23 more days to study from tmw!

Ok go.


at 7:55 AM

Beloved has just requested to go on hiatus for 2 weeks. To have full focus on exams.

Oh no.

Its alright, cos, I too am having the exam fever. But not TOTALLY! Especially, not with this pre menstruation symptoms.

Less msg is pretty fine, I know you really want to focus, I'll be a good girl, I promise.

We'll focus together, you on yours, me on mine.

I know, you always tell me, I'm always at heart ( & so are you) , but not totally silent ya dear..

At least a Gd Morning! And Gd Night ! And Good Afternoon! Not too much kan? hehe.

IF you're reading this la that is, which I doubt so, for now. Haha.



Love *points to you, the one in the picture atas*




at 10:02 AM

Am feeling shitty tonight. Drinking coffee makes it worse. Am getting very much gelisah. Lower patience, easily loosing it. Being too direct, that it hurts people around me. Loved ones. Can't stop myself. My facial expression is very kurang ajar sometimes. Can't help it and is getting out of hand. It has become a part of me. I don't like long winded-ness , beating around the bush, low tolerance for that. Tho, sometimes, I do realise I myself, when lack of knowledge, can be long winded too, not for fun, but when I can't seem to find words or my due to deteriorating list of vocabs , which leads me to find myself difficult to express or explain with clarity. And sometimes people don't understand and comprehend what the hell Im talking.

It feels shitty not being able to express properly and not getting others to fully understand your talking, or, discounting your words.

This goes back to me. Me ME. I know, what the cause is. Its ruining me in the long run. IN many ways. My old self is back. And I'm fighting with my own self.

Thinking don't match my doings. Damn Damn DAMN. I'm so in a cognitive dissonance.

I know I should be writing or talking in this disturbed mind, or I'll get another heart hurt. Damn. But I need to, to recover.

THis is not getting anywhere I know. What the hell. Some where near , on the verge of breaking down. And a crucial PERIOD.

Padan muka kau. What you've done, now you're getting the 'reward'. Amek kau ubat. Never learn. NEVER EVER LEARNT. So many chances given, so MANY, you know the consequences, you know the scores you need to settle, you KNOW! And you conveniently accumulate it. Fun right? Good. How old are you already ah? How bloody old are you NOW? Do you have to wait until death knocks on your door before you change? Before you can settle or BALANCE/offset the scores ? The scores of 11years now. How sure are you gonna live for another 11 years to make up for it? HOW SURE?

Even if it is, do you think that every one of it will be counted in?? What if your deadline is tomorrow? And you don't know it . Who ever does right?? And you happily, without any 2nd thoughts about the consequences, accumulate them. By the time it comes tomorrow, WHERE DO YOU THINK YOUR PLACE IS AFTER THIS DAMN IT??? WHERE?? You can think positive/hope for the best/or whatever that will make you better or at ease, but the point is YOU KNOW YOURSELF best.

Seriously, not the best time to break down. I need help. Like seriously. Before I get mentally distressed and disorder.

Shit. I suspect PMS is coming. Or is it due to stress? Believe me, I'm sick of this too. Its not fun you know. You should try it sometimes. To become a girl. Gays not included.

K whathehell am I talking.

-_-''


at 12:35 AM


It's more than just love, baby.


at 12:47 AM

Islam is not a religion by culture, or tradition. If it is, what difference is there compared to others? It is to be practiced with understanding. Changing it or creating something new,to suit the current context or for the benefit of others, by all means, is alright. So long as it in line with Islam, that is Al quran and Hadits shahih, not what you think or feel it is. Otherwise, don't name it as Islam.

Knowing is one thing, Understanding & Yakin is another.
Hidayah comes from Him, not people. Teachers can only make awareness and Allah is the one who opens our heart.

Accidents & 'pertemuan' is just a mean but Death & Fate is from Him.


at 4:37 AM

If there is no right and wrong, how do you award marks to be awarded with a pass or fail?


at 9:38 PM

Oh my godd. I'm super nervous,can. Help! Arrrrrrgghhhhhh! huhu. I can't think in straight in this state. Breathe Innnn Breathe Outtt... Repeat 3 times and again until heartbeat rate is constant. Ok, just be normal, act normal, like how I am with my normal friends around. Oh gosh, I wish Fizah's here so wont be too awkward.

Oh God, I hope everythings gonna turn out fine today. Tenangkan my hati and mind pleasssse..