 Wednesday, September 24, 2008
 at 10:03 PMWaah I really must stop this bad habit of mine. Its like stuck with me for life! I'm gonna have to detached it! Hurh. What am I talking about? My P U N C T U A L I T Y! WaaaAArrgh!! Its all in a cycle. Got home at night, I use the comp. Friendster, blog msn.... Berejam aku duduk. And always tell myself tp time my usage. In the end time ke mane aku ke mane. SO yeah lately, i only surrender when its going to sahur ard 4.30.! Only get to sleep after dawn 5.45am. Wake up lateeee.... And then I'm supposed to be getting ready for sch, I see the comp and thats it! Thats the end of my wanting to reach school on time! Computer or rather internet is realllly really like a drug I'm ADDICTED to! I need a REHAB ctr!!! Its very irritating. I need to stop this RYT now! Maybe I'll cut down to once or twice usage and only in the weekends.. Except when I really need to use. What I need to do: Stop this tangan gatal of mine! Harh! It will be 2 whole weeks, haiyaiyaiyaiyai! I believe in distance makes the heart grows fonder! WAkakaka! Will just wait until time permits. :p Anyway.... Gosh Raya is coming sooo fast! It feels lyke only a few days of fasting! GOSH! This year of Ramadhan, alhamdulillah.. A better one I feel. Thanks to alot of factors. And especially to this female friend of mine. Meeting her in my life is really a hikmah. I love her, thats one thing for sure. Afizah! *hugs* =) I know u'll be scratching ur head after reading this. Dont scratch too much until the kutus come out eh. Haha.
+When all else fails, I turn to you+ Tuesday, September 23, 2008
at 10:05 AM A childhood crush! Wakakaka! Fell in love with this actor the first time I watched 'Grease'! Hah!K random. =)
+When all else fails, I turn to you+ Friday, September 19, 2008
at 11:18 AMHelloo!! Ahah! I know i know, I take ages to update. Hehehe! SORRY! Sorry naik lorry ah! WAkakaka! Ok lets start with the recent one. Maybe I shall list down briefly the events in chronological order. Cheh! Macam paham chronological order! Padahal history o level fail! nak step chronological konon! Hah! First and foremost, last Saturday, 13/09/2008 was my last day at IRAS. JengjengJENG! Secondly, two days after that, 15/09/2008 it was my 21st Birthday. Thirdly, three weeks from that, I will be getting engaged. YES I am. Engaged myself to school ! Muahaha! Suspen tak suspen tak?! Wakaka! Fourthly, ermmm... outings and events... dot dot dan dot. Ok so you choose what to post about first? . . . . . Teeeet! I think I'll choose no. two please! Muahaha! Sorry but the b'day girl gets to choose. Haha k lame. Olryt! Event no. two, My 21st! Birthday! hehehe *rub hands in glee* I shall begin with the actual day itself. Heh. So it falls on a Monday, which apparently was my FIRST day of school after a loooong not-so-satisfying-break. I had classes in the morning. Weally-weally morning, 08.30a.m. guess how long I haven't get up that early for school! Hurh. Ok after which, I went straight to the booth. What booth? Ok I was so called involved in the MCMS, a cca club, short for Malay Cultural & Muslim Society club. They had an Arts Festival event going on, and all the cca booths were set up. So ya I had went to 'mend' the booth with the rest. Nothing much to do but just stay around. Was sitting behind the booth somewhere and wanted to do my stuff. I didn't sense anything fishy when they took pics cause it was a normal thing for the camera women and cameraman to snap pics of events.  When the president, vice-president and the rest of them took glances at me and slowly walk towards me collectively, I sensed something veryyy fishy already.... Hahaha. And . . . . . '1 2 3 . Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you!Na na nana........to Siti! Laa la la la lala!' WArghhh! I don't know how to react! Sebak di dada membuak you! The president, Kak Nadya, presenting me the gift from them, and a yellow rose =) You tell me why wouldnt I say its my best 21st ever?! Nassibbaik butir-butir airmata tidak jatuh berguguran! heheh. I will try to get the pic of my face yang masih terharu.   TheLadiesOf MCMS.    TheGentlemenOfMCMS.  TheHappyLady =)And I know the culprit whose behind these. Don't you try to hide behind that cap of yours. Haaha.. Thanks Iwan :) That was the first time ever I get a birthday song!   I went off earlier with a thick set of notes in an unglam plastic bag, on one hand and another paper bag on the other hand and a bag over my shoulder. I wanted to hold on to the life rose but really no hand already. Nak ekshen sikit ah dapat bunga la katekan, bukannya slalu yer tak ? wahaha! I was indecisive of which bus to take. Either two bus home of a bus to nearest mrt n trained home. I was still deciding, because my farecard only left $1.43. I could still take a bus a few stops down the road($0.90) before changing to another straight bus home. Which will still be enough for a (-$1. something) If mrt, wouldn't be a cost problem bcos, I could top up at the mrt. Buttt i still have to walk a few km before i reach home. So yeah when deciding, a few buses came by, n I board the bus thinking it was 154 or 184 only to realise it wasn't when it turn the other direction. Bagus. To make matters worst, I was left with 0 cash in my wallet. Wallet besar2 ape pon takde. No notes not even a single 5cents1 I really have no idea where to stop. And the places there are so ulu, shops are far away and atms are dunno where to be found. And I was lyke URRRGGHHH! Dala ngantok, berat pulak tu! Bingit2! Blah blah blah.. In the end i manage to get home. And Booom! on my lovely bed! Hahah! So that was how I spent my lovely 21st! Ahah. Best kan?? HEhe.. Nola.. There are advanced bday outing and belated ones too. :) But I shall continue tomorrow insyallah...Hehehe! As of now, its almost sahur time. So Selamat Bersahur semua! :p P.s: For more pics, go to my links of MCMS.
+When all else fails, I turn to you+ at 11:18 AMStop! Don't look back. Move forward. MOVE ON!
Kelam malam sepi melamar sepi kerinduan tak terpadam ingatanku terhadapmu dan pada siapa harus ku adukan resah ini kian menghimpit perasaan dan seandainya kasihmu mekar bagai dulu pasti tidak aku terbelenggu begini bukan salah aku retak semua ini berpunca darimu bertikam lidah lalu punah tak dapat ku bayangkan tuturmu bagai sembilu mencakar hati ini tanpa simpati di hati ingin rasanya ku laungkan rasa kecewa kekasih lupakan sejarah cinta kita baja dulu dimanakah kau campakkan cintaku yang pernah kau sanjungi oh mengapa semua ini berlaku sedangkan aku sedikit pun tak pernah curang terhadapmu It's too late to say all this. Why didn't you think over first before saying all those things you said which you have claimed that those are all out of anger and not true. So which IS true then? Don't confuse me. Take your stand, be firm and don't turn back and tell me you don't mean whatever you said and only said all those you said was because of whatever reason. You know the actual reason. But yet not be able to do anything about it. And so you gave all that reasons. That don't solve the actual matter sweety, and being the same way like this, it would be neverending. I' m sorry but I accepted what fate has put me into. It doesn't matter whether or not I have found someone new. Because that is totally out of the question here. What matters now is, its over and done with and there are no pending issues. At least to me there isn't. Even if there were, you had heartlessly shut the door not letting me breathe a word. Anyway, having said all these, it seems pointless to even talk or think about this. Just learn from experience and mistakes ok. Like I always said, whenever you are down with problems, everyone does, go back to basics. Go back to whatever we are taught, because that way, you will never get lost. Trust me. You wanted me to accept your apology so that you can move on. For your information, I have long forgave you and hold no grudge against you because I know you are not entirely to blame. And clearly not ready for all this. And so having said it all, I hope you will be able to move on just like I do..
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