 Friday, March 21, 2008
 at 5:00 AMFeeling blue. Guess due to PMS. Gets irritated to even small things. I don't know whats becoming of me. I just feel empty. So many things in me I feel is not right. But I'm just too lazy to do anything. I havent been myself for as long as I can remember. I just thought that I have lost my own identity. Long lost. I dont understand myself. I dont love myself. I dont trust myself. I don't know what I'm living for.. Years after years I hope that would change. To something more meaningful and worth living. It did somewhat. Better I can say. I know I have everything I needed. I get whatever I want. So much that I lost the feeling of appreciation. Long lost. The feeling of contentment I havent had so long that I almost forgot what it feels lyk to be contented. Im simply LOST. Help.
+When all else fails, I turn to you+ Wednesday, March 19, 2008
at 9:22 AMWhy is it so hard? Is it too much to ask? For something that U should know?........ On a brighter note, I've been watching the latest season of American Idol, although I don't really keep up with it. And this season is packed with good and quality contestant. 2 of my favs are David Archuleta and Jason Castro. Esp Jason Castro. Firstly, his singing makes me go 'Haaaahhhh' (With dreamy eyes) .He sings so b e a u t i f u l l y that I just felt myself evaporating in front of the screen each tym he appears. Hahaha.. And secondly, Jason is so BEAUTIFUL... And unique too. . . If I can get a poster of him, he'll be the 1st one to get onto my room WALL! Hah! Loves his dreadlocks!  See what I mean by B E A U T I F U L ?  Oh, he wants to snap a pic of me. But before he manage to, I snapped his pic instead! 
+When all else fails, I turn to you+ Monday, March 10, 2008
at 9:25 AMYes, I've changed my url. Didn't want any uninvited readers. I'm very disappointed in myself. I don't know when I'll wake up. Giving me a tight slap, I still doubt it would work too. I'm too relaxed and not doing what Im SUPPOSED to be doing. Even the feeling of guilt failed to WAKE ME UP. Damn it. Having my eyes on this pair at D&C. Urghh! Stop it Siti.
+When all else fails, I turn to you+ Monday, March 03, 2008
at 9:25 AMThe lady has been pre-occupied last week and will still be until next week. After 12 March'08. So to speak, anytym after that I will be free. And will have a few meeting ups with my friends and colleagues. Except for meeting up with Zoul, it will be this coming Friday. Because of him having 4 days leave this week and Mr Dimple is on leave too.So ya.. It is confirmed.This time, he volunteered to rent a car and drive us around instead. Haha. Bagus2. 15 Mar, waiting for the final confirmation from all the madrasah classmate for our girls outing. Can't wait to go crazy with Haidar Mad, Anisa Mad, Lilian Mad and a few others. *Rubbing hands* Btw, 'Mad' stands for Madrasah ,in short. Meeting up with my IRAS clique is yet to be confirmed. Ms Azizah, will inform us when it will be. My cousin, Zaki will be going to India for his NS this 10th of March. So Insya'allah will be meeting him or bringing him over cause he'd been mengidam to eat my parents' satay daging. An exception for him. To my other cousin, Cijem, let me know when you are free k, we'll go out and have a meal . Bring along Atie-ku sayang too if you like. Macam la dia tau blog aku gitu ehh..Tkpe i know Atie does.. Kann3? hehs Last but not least, meeting up with my dear gal frens. Ms Ayu n Ms. Eewei. Ayu, amacam, kbox ok tak?? Phew! Im gonna be so broke this month.. ok adios. Amigos, Aku berambos! 
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