 Tuesday, July 29, 2008
 at 8:34 AM*Dum dum di di dum! * Hehehe. *La la la la la!* *Grinning from ear to ear* Ahaha. K I shall stop it. :D Someone, somebody, anybody, STOP ME from smiling tooo much! Shai, I need your help here :) OK,so today,I had a vonderfool time :) Yup yup. Let it be known only to myself ya =) After talking to a work mate, I realised, I should just pursue my dreams and passion. Nothing to stop me now. No stopping or turning back. I have all the support I needed, my family and beloved friends. To you, my friend, I wish you all the best in pursuing yours as well. We'll try our best. I know you can do it! I have the confidence in you :) I had a greeaaat time. Thanks for the all-time favourite Chocolate ;) Wasn't expecting that :)   Alrite, I shall now releasee(some) of the pictures at random, of all the meet ups I had throughout the whole month :)      Ok, I know, lame pose. But who cares ;) Goodbye car.. It has been a bumpy ride for the past years since youre with us.You have been most helpful and berjasa throughout our down times. All the memories with you, will always remain deep deep in our heart. Bitter and sweet memories. To all the places you have brought us to. Through the flood we went thru. And all those times which you and us share together. I know you are upset that we are gonna leave you. I know your signals,you wont on the lights when I switched you on. You're temperature goes up abruptly. I know you're angry that we're getting a replacement of you. No matter what happens, you'll always be a part of us :) We're gonna miss being packed like sardines. Most of all we're gonna Miss You! Much Love :'( Dean's family.  Ok Im getting sleepy now. Can I continue the next time? Preety pleeaase??  I know you're the best!*winks* Tata! Good night dear friends:)
+When all else fails, I turn to you+ Saturday, July 26, 2008
at 11:59 AMBeen having lots of meeting ups. Alhamdulillah. Helps me get my mind away from whatever that is redundunt. For a temporary moment. As of now, Im eager to find out what awaits me in . Eager for a new beginning. Im very comfortable with the position I am in now. Beloved friends and family kept me going. Going strong. I'm loving work now. The people there are great. They love karaoke so much. I love it too :) My favourite people , INLL555,INLL556 & INLL557. Had a lovely meet up with you guys :) Will always be my favourite peeps. Azizah, pics pweety please?? *bamby eyes* LOL. And today, had another nice outing with my girlfriend. You know who you are. And I love you sis. Thank you so much for hearing out my thoughts and giving me the advices I BADLY needed. Yes. I'll try to get in control of myself. Just take it slow and steady. And as for you my friend, I hope for the best and pray for your happiness. Insyallah, do our responsibilities . Others, leave it to Him. We do what we are claimed to do. Ok love? ;) Good night, dear readers.
+When all else fails, I turn to you+ Monday, July 21, 2008
at 7:12 PMLet me make myself clear. Im only interested, as of NOW in making friends only and NOT MORE than that. I couldnt careless nor am I ready to embark myself in another heart wrecking blood sucking enterprise. So if dont mind. Im trying to widen my circle of friends in whatever way I wish. So you dont have to tell me whoever I befriending is a rebound or whatsoever. I dont see what business of yours is there to tell me this. Ni keje perempuan tau. Patut aku yang kpo2 .Ni terbalik kot pulak. Its over sweety. You get what you asked for. So, enjoy!
+When all else fails, I turn to you+ Sunday, July 20, 2008
at 5:52 AMI learned to say No.
+When all else fails, I turn to you+ Monday, July 14, 2008
at 12:04 AMCough till I die. Woke up in the middle of the night and cough cough cough. Cough till I drop dead. Been having flu plus sore throat and lost of voice since last monday. Took off for almost a week,only to work on Wed and half-day Friday. And again, today. Sighs. Didnt go to consult doc. Cos polyclinic medicine seems to have less impact on me, instead it appears to make my flam(not sure how its spelt) becomes more than disappearing it. I guess I will just drop by the pharmacy instead later today. Bored at home . Wanna work!! SO anyway, been going out and chilling wif frens more often. Loving it :) Loads of pics taken only lazy to upload :) As usual, whats new kann ? K let me begin with the latest one, which was yesterday,a short outing to watch soccer (yes I know, mimpi aper aku g tgk bola) with a total of four competing teams involving Suria artist, Berita Harian team, Singer and the other one Im not so sure . My beloved Hady Mirza is in the team too! Thus being the main reason for me to go ;) Unfortunantely, can only watch him in action from far.. When the team rest for half time, aku pulak yang segan nak go up to him and snap a pix! Haiz..rugi ..rugi.. Takperla.. Jauh di mata , dekat di hati .. Hehe. Ok geli geli. So only managed to snap some under the scorching sun, even though we're seated under a 'shelter' which was not enough to sheild us from the sun rays ,of course. Even so, Im willing to get burned just to see him. Tehehee. "This is for you, Hady". Haha, k stop it. Anw, he was the last one to reach. Maklum aje la, Star...  Him, just entered the field. Sorry for the poor quality pic, it was really blazing at that time.By the way, he wore a number 2 jersey. So ,that would be my favourite number, for the moment ;p  He scored the first G o a l! Yippee!My hero.. Wahahaha. Didnt stayed till the end, stomach grumbling and off to Ayam Penyet Ria. Afizah and my all time favourite eating place. :) Still craving for it, though. Jeez.
+When all else fails, I turn to you+ Saturday, July 12, 2008
at 7:27 AMI Want.
I want to have breakfast at LJS I want to try having buffet breakfast at Delifrance I want a getaway to a stranded and isolated island and sort my mind up I want to stay free and reach for aims I want to be me. My own self I want to do all the things that I like  The h a n d s o m e boy and me.
+When all else fails, I turn to you+ Tuesday, July 01, 2008
at 1:00 AMYou confuse me. You wanted this. Im not given a chance to voice myself out. So I just follow. And now your reactions really confused me. You made the decision, be firm with it. You should be confident at the point of time you said your final say. You left me in despair. Hanging in the air. Not letting me breath a word. Only hear your mind. And not wanting to hear from mine. Hang up when I plead not too. And when I asked if thats the only way out to it? you said yes. asked if you are really confident that theres no other solution to it? you said dont repeat the same ques. When I tried to express myself, you shooed me away. You said dont waste your tym. I tried so hard. You didnt care or bother to response. Even so, coldly. You have no idea how depressed I was. Having my exams, failing my test, in between that, having to understand and accept other peoples insensitive reactions and remarks, having you not understanding why and confused and stuck in the middle. Sitting on the fence. Leaving me hanging loosely at the end of the string. Giving it up, when we turned 2. All happens in one month period. Since you have changed your mind and there would be no turning back, alright than.. I took it from there. And now, why are you reacting this way?? Why are you confusing me? What is it that you actually want? You should be happy with what you had decided. Im gald that you treated me so nicely yesterday. And I m so happy to see your face brighten up. Im happy you treated me so nice and at some point of time it felt as if there was still a WE. You remember the new heels I wore yesterday, the one I asked if it was nice, and you said sure it is and asked when I bought it? ... Actually, it was the day before THAT day which was meant to be for THAT day. And yesterday after we met, you sent me a msg which I had been waiting for so long. And it was unexpected. So now,Please tell me what is it that is in your mind and in your heart right now. Dont confuse me. Im just following what you wanted. Knew the signs, Wasn't right, I was stupid for a while, Swept away by you, And now I feel like a fool, So confused, My heart's bruised, Was I ever loved by you? Out of reach, so far. I never had your heart Out of reach, Couldn't see. We were never Meant to be. Catch myself From despair. I could drown If I stay here Keeping busy everyday. I know I will be OK But I was So confused, My heart's bruised Was I ever loved by you? Out of reach, so far. I never had your heart Out of reach, Couldn't see We were never Meant to be So much hurt, So much pain Takes a while, To regain What is lost inside And I hope that in time, You'll be out of my mind And I'll be over you But now I'm So confused, My heart's bruised Was I ever loved by you? Out of reach, So far.I never had your heart Out of reach, Couldn't see. We were never Meant to be Out of reach, So far You never gave your heart In my reach, I can see There's a life out there For me
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