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at 10:59 AM

Oh my god, I'm so the gatal can? Exam left a month, jobs not guaranteed can get by June, now planning for holiday. My god! But really ah, I want to go off again, but this time, no uncle sponsoring, no kakak sedara sponsoring, no sweetheart sponsoring, and no mummy daddy sponsoring. Of course la, go holiday for my pleasure, expect other people sponsor for what? Haha. But if want also, Alhamdulillah.. Kecil tapak tangan, nyiruh hamba tadahkan. Haa. Ok so before I even get to dream about it, I need a job obviously. Resume done, like finally, hello? Haha. Took me ages to do up one. He lagi can ask me help him do one. Haha. Can la but after mine, which is berzaman if wait. Anyway, he did his faster than I am, padahal I started off earlier but a long break in between. Haa.

So went to job fair @ school. Kind of sucky actually, nothing much.. All responded something like ''Oh, you can go to our website and apply''. Then why are you here for? Waste my time. Lucky I didn't wear too formal & heels! Phew!~ My friend wore them, kesian she..Had a 'nice' time walking in it. heh.

Yeah so, hmm.. since its difficult to even get a call for job interview, I guess, shouldn't be too cerewet in choosing. Probably, not even getting a few choices la. Tho, they say economy's picking up, still.. Hmm.. You can either be pessimistic or optimistic about this. Cause, I know of 2 friends who graduated last year. One still with her part time job, but earns quite good and is still in search of a proper one. The other one, already had a permanent one. Hmm.. So, I say whatever the situation is, rezeki is in His hands. But I couldn't ask for a week off a month later, once I started work, can I? Well, should I get one la that is. And the holiday will cost me roughly about 3k la seh. Hope the forex rate will depreciate further. Haha!

But before I even think about these, Exams comes first! Gosh! I'm always excited about things that are still uncertain in future instead of really focusing on what is in front of me now.Aiyo. Wake up la dey! Stop beranganing can? GET UP & go prepare!

Subhanallah, I really need to kick the devil off me and not procrastinate any longer.

On a serious note, I know and am fully aware of the hindrance that stops me from further progression. And the ongoing issue but left untouched all along or be put far behind will sooner or later needed to be laid out. My conscious is clear. In this area at least. I will try, put my emotions aside, though its always so effected because the subject is closest at heart after my own family. And I need to be objective, and remain as one. I'll try, whats available, where ever possible, which ever possible, to convey the message/teachings that was being embraced so firmly and with love. I can only try, but its Him,only, who can give hidayah and open our hearts. Only Him who choose who He desires and wants to give upon. Shall try my best, my very best.. The rest however is up to Him, and the beloved. And so is fate & destiny. They asked, many asked, how do u move on so fast after a break up of a 2yr rs? I couldnt really give a convincing answer to them, and that probably had created some speculations on myself. But I now realize why it took me 3weeks, not more to get over it. Our rukun iman, number (6) Beriman kepada Qada dan Qadar.

Percaya pada qada' dan qadar. I trusted Him. So much. Whatever things that is being given or tested or taken from me, is all from Him. And I know,trust, whatever that he 'take' away from me, given the patience and redha on what happened, He will grant me a better replacement. And I shouldn't be so down, or even devastated over what happened to me, although, I have to admit that, that is the first thing that would greet every human, sad and despair and so fallen, that it seems so hard to stand up back again. Because I know, He would Never, put hardship or test his servants, beyond each and our own capabilities. So, in other words, WE can actually overcome whatever that is being put in our path, with our capabilities. Only if there's usaha and not give up. He hates those who gives up easily.

Al-Baqara, ayat:286

''Allah tidak memberati seseorang melainkan apa yang terdaya olehnya.''

So why fret? Pull myself up & pull myself together, learn from the past and eagerly look forward to what ever He has in store for me. Insyallah.

Pardon my rantings, good night!


at 8:59 AM



To my dearest Rahayu Mazelan,

Happy Birthday!~ Even though we only meet occasionally,
You, are never, EVER, forgotten and always loved.
6 years of friendship, I cherish, along with you,
whom I shared my ups & especially
downturns. Wish for your
happiness & thank you
for being a great
F.R.I.E.N.D!

p.s: Click on the image to have a clearer view!
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Feeling jiwangs, excuse my mood. heh.


Cepat benar engkau pergi
Hujan masih belum berhenti
Banyak benar soalan ku tadi
Hatimu terusik kini... ooo
Sebagai kekasih ku
Layak aku bertanya
Sekuat mana cinta mu
Adakah insan lain di hati mu selain ku

Sayang bukannya sehari dua
Percintaan kita ini
Yang dipersudah dipateri
Sayang jangan ikut perasaan
Marah jangan disimpan
Ku hanya ingin menduga
Dan kini aku tahu
Satu kekasihmu hanya aku

Marilah kasih aku dendangkan
Lagu yang pernah mencuri hatimu
Ooo.. marilah kasih biar kusimbah
Api kemarahan yang membakar di benak
Di benak mu...

Terpaksa ku berlari
Memintas mu dari pergi
Akan ku belai rambut mu yang basah
Masih terserlah ayunya wajah mu
Walau pun marah
Walau pun marah, ayu wajahmu
Masih terserlah... ooo...
Ayu wajahmu...

Masih terserlah Ayu wajahmu...
Hah! Ayu! Ada nama kau kat dalam tu! Hahaha! Untuk kau la eh.. Hehe~


at 8:16 AM

Oh heart, what's wrong with you now? :'(


at 6:34 AM

PMS.

Was feeling giddy since yesterday. Today, while walking on my way to school, to mrt & in school, I practically terlanggar people, a few times. Melayang-layang kejap. Before entering lecture,I'm supposed to present my admin card, I got my ezlink card out instead. BLeargh. Had to walk slowly down the flight of stairs in the Lt. Kalau jatuh, seriously, buat malu company. Dah la lecturer mat salleh! Hahaa.. tkde kene mengena. After class, 6-hours lecture mind you, lagi mabok. Went to top up ezlink at atm, and my friend who apparently was going home as well, acknowledged me, asked if want a ride tak. Baik ah! Right timing. heh. Terima kasih yer! :))

Shit. Resume. Besok ah buat! Mabok sehh.. Tmw, resume chop2! -_-'' Somebody do for me cannn? I blanja coke FLOAT! :) Then CF. Next day, jobfair, then go ICA. Hmm.. After that, settle, camp at home.

Ok, bye. Ouch, cramppp! :((


at 1:00 AM

Sometimes, ignorance is really a bliss.

Going back to as far as 3 years back and finding out pretty much, well some do has an impact on me indirectly. Like a measurement to your benchmark, I discovered so far, back then. Haha, why did I even went that far to look thru?

Heh. Just because my fingers won't stop clicking even though my heart wants to stop knowing.

True, am not those girls with physique of which is a diamond in the eyes of everyone who sees. True, am not like those who are privileged to own a magnificent beauty whereby its being acknowledged by people all around and proud to be flaunt about.

I guess the definition of beauty is really subjective indeed. Whats' your definition of it, will not necessarily be whats' others definition of it. To others, beauty may mean beautiful physically, nice exposed flesh and seductively clothed. But to another person, it may mean a whole other way to it.

Anyway, it does reminded me of where I do stand in this subject. But I'm thankful to what has been given by Him and I know that He is fair because if He made us lack of something, He'll balanced it off with a privilege of another thing.

:)

Labels: Beauty is really, in the eyes of the beholder.

at 3:24 AM

I have just paste the laptop skin nicely on myyyyyyyy BROTHERS' laptop! Hahaa! Not mine laa.. I can dream only. So not fair lorr.. Both my sister and brother got a laptop from dad once they get into poly. Me? Urgh. Haha. Actually it's a requirement for their school. Shouldn't have gone into NYP. Sucks to the max. In many other aspects. Good that bro didn't get into NYP.

So when I asked him, "Do you want the skin to cover the logo or not?''. You can choose to peel it open to expose the logo or leave it as it is. He said,"What do you think? ''. I said.''Oi! everything ask me, macam aku punye pulak''. Choose skin, ask me choose, this one oso ask me.

''Treat it as your own.''

Awww... So nice kan this brother? Tho he's irritating half of the times. But caring at the same time. Huhu. Sometimes I feel like I have an older brother. Sometimes only. Haha.

Then I asked him get my specs in my room and where to look for it. He went and said couldn't find, I went in, he pass it to me, with a kambeng smile. -_-'' He said exercise la skit. Kurang asam !

Labels: That Brother of Mine.

at 1:56 AM

Slice em, thinly,
fry em till crisp,



drain the oil,


place em on the plate. And Voila~!

Snack yang sungguh rangup dan dijamin enakkk~! Haha!