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Living a moderate life, but awfully happy & contented
Naturally, life comes with problems, because life without problems, is not a life.
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♥ Iqah a.k.a.

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at 11:49 PM

Holidaeez!! WeeHeEe...!

Its lyk finally we got break since 2nd Year! 3 mths break sumore! hehe..A list of things i wanna do..

1) Update profile

2) Drawings!! So long since i left my pencils, charcoal, acrylic paint n color pencils..

3) Books! Novels..Luv them alotz.. Gonna catch'em all..Hehe not all la..& make sumting out of it..

4) Wana bake sumting.. (hehe)

5) Go full body massage + sumother stuff..my mumy asked to..woohoo..she's been so nice to me lately.. buy 4 me sandals, moisturizing cream w beads, luv the scent, roll on eye shadow.. Even my dady seems much nicer.. Haha da besar2 pun masih nk manje dgn mak abah..wakaka.. my youngest bro would say dat..But Hey, so wat? bile lagi kn? Pasni da 20 lebih malula.. haha so much abt it. lets move on..

6) Hoping s much to clear off all the blardy acnes! dis tym round xm stress + pms = blast!

7) Work!! urgh wana gt asap starting nxt wk.. Save up s much s i could 4 sch books + exp during next sem..

But..I lost my Specs!! Urgh! dis is so irritating.. Now i cn gt most of the tings done..Drawings esp,books, n the updating profile..its uncomfortable doing things w/out my specs..Though u guys may not c me wearing outside..

Anyway, had the ADC Step Down'06 last Friday..It was okla..But had sum of them asking..haha..n Zafir esp!Disturb only!haha..Gile punye orang!..kiddin2..i dn tink he's gonna read also.. Anyway got sume gifts from Ex Mr.P&Mrs VP & 2nd year Got 2 certificates + a pillow tied w ribbons & a candle.. its a symbol of 'its tym4us to rest!' haha so cute..

Yesterday, went bugis..wanted just survey2 hp prices..hmm..ya again...my dad wanna cont using his no. & sign up line..n gt another hp.. n me..the hp is abit faulty..n the best ting is..Its BENQ!had a worst exp w Siemens.So he was tinking of trading in for some other hp b4 anithing happens (touch wood!)..bt not sure yet.. din go checkout much.. Instead went to survey2 sum clothes..At 1st was just browsing thru.. Den found 2 best ones.. Plus a plain top i've wanted for quite sumtym.. Hehe..Tanks dear! Buat susah-susah jer..Eheh!

Had nice tym wif u..Enjoyed myself..Guess we should take bus sumtym n give u a break 2 bcom passenger instead..hehe..Glad u enjoyed urself too..Oh ya, we got wet in the rain.. Haha..klakar eh, mase tk naik bus, tk hujan plak, naik bus, hujan plak..haha..
Anyway,its nice la..Brings back de memories during my 1st yr, n ur,, 2nd yr..

Wah..write so long already..haha..alrytz..Gonna find any jobs available.. Anione has any, Pls tag me..Tanks..wana find fast..Shall stop here.. Peace Out..Enjoy de Holz my frens!


at 1:14 AM

Study Week..Stress?..Erm..Too Relax i Guess..

Suppose to be studying now. But took a break..Haha..dunno how many breaks i took n how much that actualli were registered in my brains.Going tuition later.How i wished i could hv a break from tht too n use de tym to study.

But wen i tink again, i m sure that tym i wouldnt b using it wisely. Probably i would be going in n out of the kitchen munching off some tidbits, on my bed, msging Aaz, or on the COM! So, ive decided that i should go.

So to speak i would then feel times running out fast n feel the urgency n would force myself to sit down n force all that info in my head!

The only tym that all the calculations n sum theories that rili went in w understanding was on Sunday.I wanted to go to WRL for a place i could use to revise. Unfortunately, it was full all the 4 levels. So was tinking where to next. Tot of going to National Lib.

But in the end went to Kallang KFC sit there from 3pm to 8.30p.m. He dropped me there 1st n went to Kallang Stadium to watch a basketball match which was made compulsory by his OC,e person in charge of his squad.

Knowing that it was not that easy to go wander off being it less accessible n dunno where to wander off also, it was then i had no choice but to sit n goble down de so 'juicy' notes.

Many tyms i looked outside n saw this park (not sure if it really was a park w my short-sightedness), i was so much tempted to go out there. But refrain myself so.

Luckily, the 'free-flow-drinks' helps abit. I stuck my ears n listen to all the songs in the mobile n open my book.

Finally, 8pm. finish the exam revision. Waited. Waited. Waited. And ard 8.30pm, there he was siting in front of me. Felt kinda relief. At last! After the mental suffer .. haha (not that serious la..) i can finally get away from there!.. With him of course..hehe..

Then, went Sheng Siong at Geylang.. Ur favorite place kan? hehe.. Kiddinla..
he bought some tidbits for consumption in his camp n kinder bueno 3packets in a box for me.

Then, went car wash at Shell in Thomson Rd. Only $3!! Hand wash sumore.

Cool to watch them splashing water, all the soap covered the whole car n we just sit inside enjoying watching the whole washy2thingy. Not sure abt him.. But i do. Guess he went a few times b4 so not exciting alreadyla..haha..

That should be all for know. Though im wanting to write more but haha..nEeD tO sTuDy!!
Hehe..Jgn marah eh... =)

Roger Out.


at 10:50 AM

Best in Me - BLUE

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand And I knew that This was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna Lose this feeling
I don't wanna spend A moment apart

'Cause you bring out The best in me
Like no-one else can do

That's why I'm by your side And that's why I love you

Every day that I'm here with you I know that it feels right
And I've just Got to be near you Every day and every night
And you know that We belong together
It just had to beYou and me

'Cause you bring out The best in me
Like no-one else can do

That's why I'm by your side And that's why I love you

And you know that We belong together
It just had to beYou and me

'Cause you bring out The best in me
Like no-one else can do

That's why I'm by your side And that's why I love you


A song for that sumone..
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at 8:14 PM

Last day of class for this semester. Exams. Thats all left before 2 month plus of break at last! i sure need to make a great deal of tym to cover up all my modules. Pray hard i'd pass this semester. Wasnt my real self since year 2 last sem till now. Wished to b myself lyk in year 1. My grades has been decreasing constantly since 2 year last sem. Im not sure who to blame. is it my position?if not i wouldnt have worked n school. or is it just myself? do I only have myself to be blamed?

Positive.its just me. Other people works too but still can score in school.y not me?i wasnt as before. giving up is the last ting on my list.i would rather fail trying than Fail without trying!

Now it seems im getting so slack eversince TEP!n its still stick on me now after so long. Still slacking. Sumtyms it would go up but only for a while before it went down back again.

When i need sumone to give me all the encouragement and build back my confidence, i realized i approached the wrong person who still have the cheek to say 'she's my fren'. n now we ALL know her true colors. Not by WORDS bt she herself reveal all her dirty tactics. n oh Puh-Lees gal, dun ever tink dat were gonna beg to go to back to u. In fact, were not even gonna bother even if you were to come crawling back to us. Dream On.

Satisfied with wat u did? Having fun telling around stories to others?With your 'cunning,backstabbing n 'twist n turn' everyting until u got urself entangled in ur own mess of lies' So by telling stories to others made u have lots of 'frens'? If so, how come u r always seen alone? Oh ya u do have 'frens'. Crawling back to those who had discriminated u n laughing at ur back. Or crawling back to those whom u ever made tales out of before.

Its really funny how u could ever do that. Pathetic ain it? Even that person dun even want u s a 'fren'. After she had discriminate u, u still r crawling back to them? Hoping they would except u? I wonder if u ever have feelings. Oh sure u do. Only think of ur own feelings.

Tanks fer being my 'fren'. Bringing me even lower when im already down.

Dats clearly my weakness. I knew its happening. But i still give people a chance until i left wif none. Too nice? Too patient? Yes i tink so.. My limit has already went way beyond anything... Maybe bcos i've encountered a far worst situation than this which made me to be patient beyond limits.

Anyway, thats just parts n parcels of life. Without all these people, life would be boring and not challenging.
I still pray they would realise one day n know their mistakes.

No.Im not saying that im perfect. i too have made mistakes. Everyone does. Its only a matter of u see it or not. Its a matter of time that u realise them.

God, give me the will. Lead me the path.For im afraid to be LoSt..



at 9:21 AM

I dun understand y. U dun have to ask me. U know my answer. If you really wish to, den its really upto u. I dun want just bcos of me, it stopped u. Dun let me be a factor of ur consideration in your decision making.
U decide what u want. Do it at your choice. Even if you know i totally oppose that idea and totally not in favour, dun let that affect u. Just do what u tink is ryt TO YOU n what u feel lyk doing. I certainly have no ryt to stop u or watsoever. Even though this same issue had been brought up n a conclusion had been drawn, it rose again. i dun understand.

Though it kinda hurt a little if the decision is not in my favour, but then again, thats wat u want. Nothings gonna stop u from deciding. Only yourself.

I am not gonna change anyone. Neither will i change for anyone.(only for certain things)

Im gonna accept you for who you are and what you do.

Therefore, what you do is what you are.

Good Nytz Qeuhes...