Stop! Don't look back. Move forward. MOVE ON!

Kelam malam sepi melamar sepi kerinduan
tak terpadam ingatanku terhadapmu
dan pada siapa harus ku adukan
resah ini kian menghimpit perasaan

dan seandainya kasihmu mekar bagai dulu
pasti tidak aku terbelenggu begini
bukan salah aku retak semua ini
berpunca darimu bertikam lidah
lalu punah

tak dapat ku bayangkan
tuturmu bagai sembilu
mencakar hati ini
tanpa simpati di hati
ingin rasanya
ku laungkan rasa kecewa

kekasih lupakan sejarah
cinta kita baja dulu
dimanakah kau campakkan
cintaku yang pernah kau sanjungi
oh mengapa semua ini berlaku
sedangkan aku sedikit pun tak pernah curang
terhadapmu

It's too late to say all this. Why didn't you think over first before saying all those things you said which you have claimed that those are all out of anger and not true. So which IS true then? Don't confuse me. Take your stand, be firm and don't turn back and tell me you don't mean whatever you said and only said all those you said was because of whatever reason. You know the actual reason. But yet not be able to do anything about it. And so you gave all that reasons. That don't solve the actual matter sweety, and being the same way like this, it would be neverending. I' m sorry but I accepted what fate has put me into. It doesn't matter whether or not I have found someone new. Because that is totally out of the question here. What matters now is, its over and done with and there are no pending issues. At least to me there isn't. Even if there were, you had heartlessly shut the door not letting me breathe a word. Anyway, having said all these, it seems pointless to even talk or think about this. Just learn from experience and mistakes ok. Like I always said, whenever you are down with problems, everyone does, go back to basics. Go back to whatever we are taught, because that way, you will never get lost. Trust me.

You wanted me to accept your apology so that you can move on. For your information, I have long forgave you and hold no grudge against you because I know you are not entirely to blame. And clearly not ready for all this.

And so having said it all, I hope you will be able to move on just like I do..