 Tuesday, July 01, 2008
 at 1:00 AMYou confuse me. You wanted this. Im not given a chance to voice myself out. So I just follow. And now your reactions really confused me. You made the decision, be firm with it. You should be confident at the point of time you said your final say. You left me in despair. Hanging in the air. Not letting me breath a word. Only hear your mind. And not wanting to hear from mine. Hang up when I plead not too. And when I asked if thats the only way out to it? you said yes. asked if you are really confident that theres no other solution to it? you said dont repeat the same ques. When I tried to express myself, you shooed me away. You said dont waste your tym. I tried so hard. You didnt care or bother to response. Even so, coldly. You have no idea how depressed I was. Having my exams, failing my test, in between that, having to understand and accept other peoples insensitive reactions and remarks, having you not understanding why and confused and stuck in the middle. Sitting on the fence. Leaving me hanging loosely at the end of the string. Giving it up, when we turned 2. All happens in one month period. Since you have changed your mind and there would be no turning back, alright than.. I took it from there. And now, why are you reacting this way?? Why are you confusing me? What is it that you actually want? You should be happy with what you had decided. Im gald that you treated me so nicely yesterday. And I m so happy to see your face brighten up. Im happy you treated me so nice and at some point of time it felt as if there was still a WE. You remember the new heels I wore yesterday, the one I asked if it was nice, and you said sure it is and asked when I bought it? ... Actually, it was the day before THAT day which was meant to be for THAT day. And yesterday after we met, you sent me a msg which I had been waiting for so long. And it was unexpected. So now,Please tell me what is it that is in your mind and in your heart right now. Dont confuse me. Im just following what you wanted. Knew the signs, Wasn't right, I was stupid for a while, Swept away by you, And now I feel like a fool, So confused, My heart's bruised, Was I ever loved by you? Out of reach, so far. I never had your heart Out of reach, Couldn't see. We were never Meant to be. Catch myself From despair. I could drown If I stay here Keeping busy everyday. I know I will be OK But I was So confused, My heart's bruised Was I ever loved by you? Out of reach, so far. I never had your heart Out of reach, Couldn't see We were never Meant to be So much hurt, So much pain Takes a while, To regain What is lost inside And I hope that in time, You'll be out of my mind And I'll be over you But now I'm So confused, My heart's bruised Was I ever loved by you? Out of reach, So far.I never had your heart Out of reach, Couldn't see. We were never Meant to be Out of reach, So far You never gave your heart In my reach, I can see There's a life out there For me
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