 Sunday, June 24, 2007
 at 7:51 PMIm so bored at home. Kinda miserable actually these few days. Im sorry to all if Im a bit quiet or diff. Plus its the time of the month. Boo~~ I think I don wanna entertain my miserableness too much. Instead, I wanna occupy myself, make myself buzy with whatever I have now. Since Im stuck at home too. Not really stuck la..But just don have the heart to go out also. So I'll be a good girl and stay put at home. Hee... Ever since the johor trip with my relatives on my mums side, most of my aunts are treating me relatively nicer. Hmm..I wonder why. Most, except 1. Not gonna put names . Whatever it is, I still have to respect her no matter whatever she had ever did to me ever since I was born. I told myself I dont wanna bear any grudges. Let them do and say whatever they want. Even if it means to celebrate my downfalls and sharing the 'happy news' to the world, pretending not to heard any of my success since I was very young. Oh well, whatever I dont give a care. They are not important in my life. In fact, has never been. Only recently, I dont know what happen, but they seem to show me extra care than Ive ever seen. Anyways, I m still thankful. Im happy for my cousin, he's so much different from last tym. I just wanna let u know, I dont hold any grudges against u dear cousin. I understand its the situation that brought us up made us the way we are ryt now. Me & my family has always loved u and ur brother since young, like thier own children. Im just so happy and thankful u have changed alot especially the way u think and can see lights. I never blame u for whatever that happen to u. Neither does my family. Alhamdulillah. You beginning to see light. Just strive on cuzz! Lastly, to him. Im sorry. I miss u so badly. Im just so miserable. Im trying to kill this boredom away!! Waiting impatiently for tomorrow. =) I love you.
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