 Wednesday, October 18, 2006
 at 10:42 AMMy Brutal Desire Just got back from werk. Yup im back werking there. 4 sum of my frens who knew i had stopped fer sum reason,im back there again. The boss wanted me to continue.Was kinda reluctant@1st & was searching fer other job. The boss had been asking 4 abt 2 wks2reconsider.din reply@1st. Bt cm2tink abt it, i've gt less den a month to werk, so its kinda hard2 find a job dt cn employ sum1 who can werk fer abt 3 weeks only. So i decided to come back. Moreover, the Boss was nicer & the ppl was also fine though naturally, politics do happen in any werking environment. Anyway, Raye 's cmg.. School 's starting.. I jus pray & hoped dis short & last sem would b a memorable one.. As it had been since year 1.. I noe there are sum hinderance to that. 1) Thats this infamous Crazy gal who lurves to paint a picture to reflect herself as. Phsyco.n Shiok Sendiri. Had been a B*%@$ing (i hate to use these words.bt sumhow cld'nt find anyting more suitable) abt me & my frenz. However, only bold enuf to curse behind us or indirectly. Pathetic. Anw, this chicken has been WAY3 beyond our Limits, but VERY surprisingly, we were still able to put up wif all her Nonsense. There were a few tyms wen i nearly blasted(i actuali had.haha.) & wanted so badly to juz make her my Punching bag! If it wasn't fer my fren, who also was being cursed, who had always remind me abt patience, i duno knw wat could've happened to her. Cheh..gangster seh!whaaha.. But seriously, I had Countless Violent Dreams of me hitting her! Masya'allah.. Guess dats how badly i've wanted to realli give her a taste of my fist. Ive dreamt of stabbing her repeatedly, pulling her hair, slapping & scratching her face, boxing her & seeing her body filled with blood oozing out from her, lying motionless on the ground juz give me a sense of satisfaction. Crazy isnt it? I myself was scared & terrified at how brutal my desire is. Always had to cool myself down. I could've Post captures of her in a condition which she wouldn't want others to knw or see.But i din. Cos I knew everybody has their own mistakes even though it had gone way too much. Despite all those sickening things she said or curse abt us, i still hope that 1 day she would realize... Insya'allah..
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